6 months and 1 week and I'm still a total mess. I want to see you and give you a hug, breath in yr smell of perfume and ciggies. I want to hold your hand and tell you how much in love and miss you, and I want to hear you say that your OK and that everything will be OK. I love you and miss you it has over taken my life, and what a mess I've made. I'm sorry. Be free, be at peace with love, alllllll of mine Kirsty 💜💔💜💔